June 1991
Completed move to Colorado to further my goal of meeting “her” while living there. Began to seriously evaluate my life and commenced research into Gender Identity Disorder. Began to realize I wasn’t some odd freak of nature, that this was an understood medical condition that could be treated if it became serious enough. Serious enough includes a broad spectrum of secondary but related issues, and could lead to an inability or unwillingness to continue with life as the wrong gender.
I would figure out when it was far too late to do anything about it that the “her” I was to meet was the women I saw in the mirror every morning. During my five years in Colorado I began to grow and learn in whole new ways becoming a better, richer person for the growth. I started to develop a sense of happiness and self respect I’d never had before as well as a level of self confidence that I didn’t think I was capable.
My career flourished and I was able to make as much money as I wanted, as often as I wanted and developed a reputation as the one PERSON who could solve any technology problem around. I was able to think “outside the box” and develop solutions and systems other people could only dream of.
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